
I-95 (Nocturne)
It’s still dark out. A small lamp burns
in the corner of the room.
And I can hear the highway from here,
like the sea softly ebbing
and surging. Cars, buses, the rumble
of delivery trucks. They pass by
all through the night. The never-ending haste
of humanity. And who are they?
Truckers? Murderers? Factory men?
Young lovers? People with lives
not unlike mine, pass by all through the night.
While sleeplessly I sit up
reading an old book of poems,
beautiful Greek poems. My woman sleeping
in the other room. Seven years
in this house. Fifteen months
behind on the mortgage.
The book soon falls from my hands,
like everything else. The highway still humming.
The never-ending haste
of cargo vans, SUVs, motorcycles.
Americans,
blazing a trail. To
where? For what? Softly the sounds
swim over me.
Grounded
The great Greek lion tragedy
is at hand. The quantum cosmic elements
are all converging, closing in
on me. This personality, that wailing
war, your changeling desire. The ugly
animal head of some uglier
animal Fate is beginning to show its face.
I need to get away.
And get far away.
To Paris, Amsterdam, Berlin.
The closest thing to suicide
I can think of: to say goodbye
to everything, and travel
alone. To London, or Oslo.
To yet another spiritual self-dismemberment.
I need to solve myself
abroad. I need to think I can be solved
sylvan and renewed. In Venice,
or Novgorod. Dublin,
Athens. Anywhere but home,
where my heart’s a prune, all bruised and old.
Bio:
M.P. Powers is a Floridian living in Berlin, Germany. He is the author of The Initiate (Anxiety Press, Fall, 2023) and Strange Instruments (Forthcoming ’25). Recent publications include the Columbia Review, Black Stone/White Stone, Stone Circle Review, miniMag, and others. His artwork can be found on both Twitter and Instagram @mppowers1132


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